Dreams and Passion

"Nothing is as real as a dream.
The world can change around you,
but your dream will not.
Responsibilities need not erase it.
Duties need not obscure it.
Because the dream is within you,
no one can take it away."

-Citrus College

God's been speaking to me about identity these last few weeks and it's been painful.
"Who are you Ed?"

I came back from Taiwan with the intentions on seeing healing in my family. I spent those first couple months loving furiously and without any remorse. Now I've moved out, and I don't see them anymore and I'm in a place where I seemed to have to lost vision and purpose.

Which goes back to this niffty quote that I just saw on the Citrus College website. Dreams...
Ah... I love dreams. So many things that I want to do and so little time. So many options that I it's hard for me to decide. The other day my mom suggested that I go travel. Specifically to Spain in order to learn Spanish so that I can be her little slave forever in the toy sweatshop that she owns. j/k. Sounds tempting...

"where your treasure lies, so is your heart." or something like that.
As I was pondering on this verse, I started to think about where do my treasures lie and I realized I am such an music equipment slut.

Yeah! I just answered the question...

who am I?

Go Jesus

I prayed for a coworker a couple months back.
She was having problems at home...
We chatted in the lunch room, I invited the Holy Spirit.
The other lady in the room felt like she was going to cry.

Today I asked her how it went after I prayed, and she said it's been DRASTICALLY
different. She said that things at home are a lot different and she never thanked me for it.
I told her to pray more, and give thanks to God.

C'mon!

Dream

I drempt of a gunfight.
There was two police and they were shooting at these black ladies.
One of the police went down.

I was hiding under a bench.

Scene changes into a tennis court.
The ladies are now playing..
Still thuggish.
One of them is hitting on me.

Dream ends.

Wata!!!

Had a dream I was bruce lee...
And I was kicking this big guys a*!
He kept coming and it was like fun to give him a round house kick or some sort of other kick.

Also part of the dream I remember trying to rescue some princess with my friends..

I don't remember much more then it being really fun.

I guess I like fighting, and kicking andpunching things...
Maybe I've just got a lot of built up tension or something...
Waiting to be let loose.

Living from eternity... Rather then for eternity..

Glory to glory.
A never ending love of the Father.. The width the depth the heighth.. That surpasses all understanding..

We're sitting on heavenly places

The God of the Universe dwells in me... I am a manifestation of His love.

Hannah...

My God-daughter....
She's so cute!

Redding

Almost there...

I know you're jealous.

My first time here.. Gonna be staying with my friend Tim.. And seeing another spiritual mom.. ..Madeline..
So good to see family.

I know this trip is gonna be awesome!

I was sharing with a friend yesterday and we talked about how God did all these amazing things in the past... His faithfulness, the miracles, the Glory...
And it seems like we're all now in a season of "chill".

Honestly I'm kinda tired of chill, and have always wanted to be part of the action.

I believe in rest... But more so.. I want to see revival rest. God change my heart, break me down, till I'm totally wholly, in submission to you.. Holy Spirit, fill me up!

King Jesus, I want to serve you.