Angeltoy Vs. Bethel

What to do Lord?

I came initially thinking that I wanted to help out the company.
to my dismay, it seems like it's going really slow. What can i really do make a difference?
I love the fact that my mom want's to do more Christian influential toys. Toys w/ christian music, and themes. I guess working at Angeltoy will have it's hardships.

Lord what to do? I really want to go to Bethel.
Will Bethel equip me for the future? If i end up doing full time ministry?
Does going to Bethel mean that I am finding my security in Bethel and not the Lord?
God if that is the case, I'd rather not go.. I know my security lies only in the Lord.

Temptation

Dreamt of a friend naked. I was in the other room, and walked in on her.
She was very embarrassed, but i could sense that she was attracted.
She walked into the other room and I followed... she was going to bathe..

than the dream ended.. and the Lord told me.
If you are to lead thousands, and shepherd my people this is something you need to deal with.
Will you fall into temptation? Will you be faithful, or will you fall?